irene’s blog
Well, i don’t really like to write blog because i dont really want people to know what am i thinking in my mind. i tot i can handle everyting by myself, i always think i’m stong and independent enough to face all the difficulty in life…… well….. recently i found that this theory is no longer woking in me anymore…. y? em… i guess because i never face the really difficulty in life….what is mean by difficulty ? definition? i dont know, but i think this is really subjective… depends on different individual ….
Now, i start to understand y people r addicted to ‘blogging’ ….. one month ago, i had a sudden urge to write a blog, just to express my feeling about this world….. may be this is one of the sign and symptom of having depression….he he!!! it’s quite hard to convince myself tat i’m actually is under the risk of it …. u know, people like me…. most of my friends will say that i’m a crazy la , fun la, sporting la, active la……… pra pra pra n pra la….. yah… that’s me…. so what, i can tell u that having this kind of characteristic is not a prevention of having depression……
Ok, back to the question… y am i writing this blog? of course not because i’m too free or wat la….. actually i think this might be one of the way of getting rid of having depression. just like what others do, they’ll whatever they feel in the blog, ‘beisongness’, ‘madness’, ’self satisfication’, and so on lahhhhhhhhhhh……. whatever they cannot say it out in real life, then, they’ll syok sendiri by blogging…. and ya, i admit, i’m now one of them … a pengecut syoking sendiri in frienster blog…… this is life…. huh ?
